how do i love thee
let me count the ways
neither here nor there
or in any kind of phase
but i should mention this
be it no such present state
of heart or unyielding mind
could manage to hinder fate.
the ground could swell and sway
and shake me most unsteady
but i would remain fixed
until your heart was ready
Thursday, February 26, 2009
LETS DO IT
I am exposing my soft torso with a goal in mind that I have to hold myself accountable to get back to the gym and really do the damn thing. Update once a month.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
So I'm about to go on a non-date date.
It's just a meeting. We're going to look at art and maybe have a few laughs and a decent conversation.
But it still sucks cuz I'm wondering what he did last night. He wasn't online at all last night which means he was OUT of the house on a Friday night doing god knows what and could be nuzzled in their arms right now. It drives me crazy and I need to think about something else.
It's just a meeting. We're going to look at art and maybe have a few laughs and a decent conversation.
But it still sucks cuz I'm wondering what he did last night. He wasn't online at all last night which means he was OUT of the house on a Friday night doing god knows what and could be nuzzled in their arms right now. It drives me crazy and I need to think about something else.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I know that you do miss me
and you do think of me.
and maybe you aren't enjoying other dicks.
but I am vowing to be celibate today.
Sex always confuses and ruins things. I need to know what its like to be emotionally present with myself and with another person WITHOUT having sex.
it's only day one, so I am feeling very confident. We'll see what happens.
and you do think of me.
and maybe you aren't enjoying other dicks.
but I am vowing to be celibate today.
Sex always confuses and ruins things. I need to know what its like to be emotionally present with myself and with another person WITHOUT having sex.
it's only day one, so I am feeling very confident. We'll see what happens.
Monday, February 16, 2009
I am trying to see how not wanting me - has nothing to do with me. It's hard. Hard to not take it personal.
If it's me you miss.
Why are you doing all that you did with others?
How can I believe that it's bullshit?
I don't. I think you are smiling and enjoying sucking their dicks and kissing their lips.
You aren't thinking of me.
But I'm thinking of you.
If it's me you miss.
Why are you doing all that you did with others?
How can I believe that it's bullshit?
I don't. I think you are smiling and enjoying sucking their dicks and kissing their lips.
You aren't thinking of me.
But I'm thinking of you.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
2:28pmPatrick
omg girl
i just read your blog
if you were a drag queen
your name with be introspectia
2:28pmCarlos
LMAO
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