I am trying to see how not wanting me - has nothing to do with me. It's hard. Hard to not take it personal.

If it's me you miss.

Why are you doing all that you did with others?


How can I believe that it's bullshit?


I don't. I think you are smiling and enjoying sucking their dicks and kissing their lips.

You aren't thinking of me.


But I'm thinking of you.